AH-HA MOMENT

Hang in there.

It may take me a minute to get there. 

Okay. I’m still in the ER everyday and now I’m locked down in the travel trailer, spending most of my time alone on this new app called TIK TOK.

When I start to see therapist talking about trauma and how it plays a role in your life as an adult.

I’m like, humm.. maybe I should look into that.

Well, next I know my all time best friend of 25 years,  signs up for a Direct Sales Company and has been asking me for a while.

Hell, I’ve held myself back for years.

Why not?

So, I jump.

It introduced me into motivational speakers.

That lead me into law of attraction, we’ll get back to that later.

Here I am submerged in learning products, how and when to make media.

I am trying to get some ideas out of my head, so I begin to record myself. 

Let me preface this with, I spend most of my time driving, this is why I record myself talking.    

Back to the story… 

I’m trying to devise my story.

My reason why I started with Direct Sales Company?

Well let us just say, it opened up a flood gate of memories and realizations that were very deep seated. 

My bestie at the time was listening to an audiobook by Jen Sensero and she told me to listen to it. 

I did.

It was scary.

I realized that day what a false belief was.

My life changed.

I listened to the rest of the book.

I began my mission to fix me.

I began to study and practice.

I began to listen to all kinds of self help books. 

I began to gravitate toward people with similar goals and abilities.

I started to build myself into the person that I’ve been yearning to be for so long.

Worthiness is such a powerful thing. 

SO ARE FALSE BELIEFS.

Stay tuned.